so it's rainining again today..
has been raining everyday since monday ..

jus got home from church..
got drenched in the rain.
gonna fall sick soon!


anws i damn freaking pissed.hurt.sad.angry..
with my family..
especially my mother and oldest sister and brother..


like they're so freakin hurtful lar..
jus cos i dun let my brother play the computer for his own good..
they start sayin tht im so evil so bad..
my mother even threaten to cane me..
by all means cane!i dun freakin care!
i stand by what i say..

and my mother calls me a shit..
like okays fine nvm..
i dun freakin care anymore!
this is not the first time anws..


and my sis like sayin im the worst sister ever and all those hurtful stuffs..
like all this im doin for his own good!
why cant they understand..!?!
i freaking so damn hurt i wanna give up on him alr but if i do he's totally gone case..


why cant they see tht im tryin to care for him..
why cant they even appreciate..
why mus they freakin be soo hurtful and say those things to me?


do they even care how i feel!
NO!
i jus hate them all la!
and im not jus saying this in a fit of anger but im serious!


i so tired alr i wanna give up on him i jus goin to care for myself..
by all means he can be a failure in life i freakin dun care!

i so tired alr im jus gonna give up..